Yesterday was great! Dinner, park, ice cream! Audrey had a blast but today on the other hand... well, I am over it already. Not sure why? Tired, annoyed, burnt out, and unmotivated?? That's a bad combo. I do not want to go to work... there are few days that I do not want to go to work and today is one of them. I don't really want to deal with the general public. And while browsing the internet for houses this morning I realized that our life was on hold. Literally on hold. I mean I can't do much for the next 3 months. I don't like sitting in one spot for a long time. I am constantly looking at the future but as I was looking at houses today I don't think I can buy a house until Chris gets home. I can't do it alone. I need his input, his thoughts and quite frankly I don't want to do it alone. The only problem waiting until he gets home is we are stuck in this house probably until Christmas... life on hold. I hate it. Also, neither of us really want to stay in Northwest Ohio. So buying a house here to just to get into something bigger for now seems silly. When we go on vacation in September we may never come back... no really it's true. We would both love to live down there. Other than my family I have no reason to stay here anymore, after I graduate we have nothing holding us here anymore so why buy a house here now? I would love to just pick up and get out of here once Chris gets home. So maybe I will land this great job right out of college and we can move to the mountains and live happily ever after... ha, what a nice thought! Oh well, I girl can dream right? Anyways my whining is over I guess I will go wake Audrey up for school and get going with this morning... What I would like to do is either go run or go back to bed. Either one would make me feel better but since neither is possible I guess I will get on with this day! Another day over is another day closer to Chris coming home.
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